It’s hard to admit that I’ve lost control and to come out of denial. I need to stop but I also need to make a big win to pay off all my debts and then I need to stop at all costs. I have no luck right now and yet I’m doing everything the same way as when I was racking up win after win. I feel like bad energy is against me right now, like my sister’s jealousy. She never accepted seeing me do better than her. I’m calling on your help. I’m looking for assignments through my temp agency but nothing is coming up.